Currently, I'm getting ready to hopefully go away in 10 days time. I am excited however I have a more prominent feeling arising of anxiety because I'm going on my own. It will be the 4th time of travelling alone and quite frankly, I'm not a big fan of it for several reasons.
1. What if something goes wrong?
'what if' can be one of the most dangerous phrases: very rarely does something go as badly wrong as any situation my imagination conjures up but I still constantly worry something might go tits up.
This year, I'm worried about making sure I've got the correct antigen tests and potentially catching Covid while being away. Again, it's unlikely but still a possibility and not one I want to face on my own.
2. The airport
I hate the time at the airport even when I'm with someone. I hate the overpriced food, having to watch the departure boards, delays, trying to find the right gate...
3. Making friends
I find it hard to make friends at the best of times but add the expectation of 'making friends for life' it feels even more pressure. And most of the time you don't even if you try to make the effort.
4. Sharing memories
While I had good memories with the people on my trip, there's no one to reminisce with.
5. Single supplements
Need I say more?
Despite the above reasons, travelling solo still beats not going at all. I just live for the day I have my own companion.
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